14. My Nikki...

Aint a thang but a chicken wing.. Poor Chicken.

YO.

Its Paige. The one that blogs on www.paigetheshiz.blogspot.com. Check it out sometime. Gah. I'm actually really bored. That's the mood that is perfect to sum up my weekend. So there isn't really much to blog about. Apart from me complaining about my boredom. I kinda got lonely at one stage. Then annoyed then happy for about 10 minutes. Then i went to my 'in pain' stage. I haven't left that one yet. My back it killing me. My chest hurts. And with them both compressing againest each other, I'm finding it hard to breath.. YAY! I'm not webcaming with Gabby tonight. Bearly talking to Erica. Anna isn't online. Neither is Laura or Cheese. Or Hayley or Nikki. My regular talkers. Hmm. I miss Nikki. Hey. Lets blog about her..

Nikki Harding. My best friend. We went to primary school together, but for those whole 7 years, we bearly spoke. I mean yeah we spoke, but not as much as you'd think, looking at us now. That's why I love her. We got closer in grade 5 and have been uber close ever since. Although now it's change a little. She's got tones of other friends, same with me. I miss her sometimes. Well, to tell you the truth i miss her all the time. I miss our phone calls that we had. Endlessly we'd talk about nothing. Sometimes we'd talk about talking and about how much we did or didn't talk. Great conversations. I miss those sleep overs we'd have when we wouldn't get to sleep untill 5am, because even though we had a whole school day to talk, we kept going. Couldn't stop us. I miss all of our inside jokes. I miss Rusty and Tinkerbell. And our cupcakes. And teddy bear biscuts, with icing. I miss our late nigth snacks we'd make. Fairy bread. I miss Oscar 1,2,3. I miss playing cars with you in my hall way. STEVE!! Oh My bug. I miss him too. I miss everything. I'd kill just to have one of those memories back.

I love you My Nikki. Don't change.

And on that note, I'm going to G.O :)

xoxo d:)

13. So over this..

Thanks for the blog, Love.

Here's mine. I don't even know what i did wrong to deserve something like that from you. I've never seen you like this, and i hope its a one day thing. I'm sick of fighting. I'm over arguing over the smallest things. I see where your coming from, I have the same problem. But i hide it, and I don't confront it, to avoid conflict and fights with you. See. I think of us and our friendship, before myself and my problems. I understand you want to tell me yours, so i can try to help and change whatever is wrong, but this one, I can't change. It's happened and i hope it keeps going because honestly, I'm more happier. I know there will be more drama and I'm sorry. I really am. Don't take it out on others. Please.





xoxo d:)

12. Naww. Podi.

PODI!!!

Gah. I love my ipod. I met my ipod on the 13th of April 2008. My 15th Birthday. I'll remember the look on it's.. screen when it saw my eyes light up in shear delight of buying it. It was an amazing feeling. Having that $374 in my hands. Ready to by the little bitch. 'Panda', the name of my one and only, is only an 8gb Touch, but even though it lacks memory, it's full of goodtimes and late nights. *looks down to my right.. Sighs* I'm in love guys. He never leaves my right side pocket. Never leaves my sight. I know we've only been together for about 5 months, but I think it's time to take it to the next step. I'm ready for all the surprises Panda has to give me. BRING IT ON!!

I mean, Music, Movies, Pictures, Safari, CACULATOR, Alarm clock, Contacts, Itunes.. What more could you want? I mean yeah texting and phone calls would be peachy, but thats not the point. Thats the Iphones fault *evil eyes*.

ANYWHO.. my day was filled with nucking futs fun :) Well, kinda of. I'm over school. I'm over education and frankly i'm over annoying stuff. Hmmm. :S Health ed was shit. So was Science. Maths and Religion... or was it humanities?? Anywho, that was also boring as shit. Ceramics wasn't any better.. GRRRR

Ciao..

xoxo d:)

11. Webcaming :)

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It's Tuesday. Second day of the week. 3 more days untill the weekend. Hmmm Something to look forward too i guess. Today was boring. I didn't laugh as much because Anna was away. I was abit more annoyed because it was my nice day, but i failed. I got yelled at alot. Not by teachers, but by friends. Fairly annoying. First i had Materials and Technology. Aka Woodwork. Yay. I got to drill holes into my wood rail things. Saw dust actually entered my nasil cavity and hurt me a heap. Rescess was normal. Boring and it actually stared to feel like Spring. Although it isn's even Spring yet, i can feel it coming. Then we had science and Ceramics. Another tow boring lessons. Shit shit and more shit. Hmmm. Lunch was full of Peace and quite. Then some 'no reason drama'. Once again, Annoying. Then we had Maths. No work. Chilling out. Good times. Then came English, which was shit. Full of 'Gary Black' Character profile shiz. Then Home time.

Now im Webcaming with the Gabby. Gah. So many webcam memories. Being emo. trying to tease my hair. Bobbie pins. Spoon threats. Prt Scrn *thumbs up* im glad its back.

GAH Good times..

I think im gonna go and shower. :)
xoxo d:)

10. Morning :D

what's the story morning glory? (8)
Good morning everyone :) its 8:11am on a Monday morning. I actually should be on my bus right about now, but I slept in abit later. *yawns* so tired. But his morning I didn't come on here to blog about my late rising. Or the fact that once again, I hate Mondays. But to come vent about something that is probably nothing..
hmmm. I'm so worried about my future. About getting a job. Starting a life. Finding 'the one'. So much pressure into becoming someone actually want to be, and not just taking the first thing that arrives. Recently all I've been doing is waiting. Watching my life go further. I've been waiting to see if my future has already started. Or if I'm still in the past, digging up things that should be left to rest. I haven't had time to stop and smell the roses. This thing that is currently happening.. Is so real and so overwhelming that I'm not sure if I can keep up with it.

Too hard. But its so worth it.
Yerp :) I can get deep. I might be back later on tonight to recap on my eventfull day.
xoxo d:)

9. Snow Brahh.

SORRY!!
I was ment to come on here Friday night, but i was way to tired for anything. I had to get up at 5am to get prepared for the snow. Thats right. Our whole year nine level went on a snow day to Mt. Hothman. It was my first time ever to see snow.. Shamefull, i know. But it was great. The best thing about it was that i shared it with some of my best friends :) It was fantastic. My camrea was being a little shit head and only allowed me to take like 17 photo's.. But with that, i took some pretty good ones. Well, ones with snow, and fun shiz in it *thumbs up*.
Well, first off, we left my hizzhouse at about 5.50am to get to school at 6am, Before we had to pile onto the bus and head off. I sat next to Erica and to my right was Anna and Cheese. I was also acompanied by my podi, who gave me the most entertainment. I love my podi.
It felt like teh bus trip went for 7 hours. But it was only about 3-4. So Clostraphobic. GAH! I loved my beanie. It was green, purple, blue and black. It was sick. It had little flaps to cover my ears, and also little pully things that everyone pulled at some stage. In the end bloody Cheese pulled it and it broke. ANNOYING!
But i fixed it. So it's ok..
Back to the bus trip. When we got closer too the snow, the Temperature droped abit. Obviously. When we hit the mountain, and the snow started to arrive.. gah. It was amazing. I had no idea what to expect when we arrived. I knew it was white, cold and icey. But i had n idea it would of been that soft and puffy. When we got out of the bus, I ran (almost slipped) to Anna and Cheese who were up ahead, collecting snow in their fingers. 'OMG! Its so soft' Said Anna. So i picked up a heap in my hand.. She was right. It was so.. unheavy and awesome. 'ARRR! COLD' I threw it. Expected.

Then we all packed into this large, but not large enough room to get our boots and ski gear. It was rediculous. SO MUCH HEAT!! I was sweating. I hated it. The boots were so hard to get into. I was in pain after having them on for about 10 minutes. I don't see how so many people can just have them on.. All day. Trying to ski with these huge, heaving, tight and shit boots on. they ruined my day :(
After getting everything, we all went out side and chilled. Literally. I guess it wasn't as cold as i thought it would be, but after having handfulls of snow thrown at your face during at snow ball fight, It gets cold. I had snow all in my beanie, made my hair curl, and all in my sunnies. Twas funny. But annoying. After a while Erica and i put on our skis and went for a little test run. It wasnt as hard as i'd though it would be. I roller blade every now and then, so it was easier. After we fell a couple of times, we headed off for our lesson. By this time i was in excursiating pain. Then my stomach decided to go shit, so i decieded to give up, and go chill out for a couple of hours in the food court. Its funny how many people have Deadlocks up there. Well, not so much funny. Just surprising.
After a while, people started packing into the food place. Tones of people had given up on it as well. So i didn't feel too bad :D Then Anna rocked up, we ate then went out side to make a snow man.

This is him. It was hard. but so worth it :)
I love My Anna. Then we decieded to go inside and get changed and shiz. After a couple of walkes to the bus and back, we were all ready to take off. Ready to go home. There was a long pile up in the road out of there, so we weren't really expecting to get out of there straight away. Mrs G Came up to us, while we were sitting in the bus and said that we might be another 30minutes to an hour untill we can actually leave. So we watched The adventures of Shark boy and Lava girl. I had watched it before, so it wasn't as fun. After about 1 hour of sitting there, we finally made some progress and left. The rest of the trip home was full of little arguments with Erica, People pulling at my beanie, Twisties, Giant urges to pee and Lolly pops. FUN :@

Thats about it. My weekend was shit. Scooting. Skating. Movies. Maccas. Shopping... Yay.
*shoots arm into the arm like Superman*

xoxo d:)

8. Shit shit shit :)

Holla.


Its Thursday. Our Shopping day. Although we didn't go shopping *evil eyes*. Well, i guess we kind of did. But not for food. ANYWHO... Today was just another one of my shit days, in my 'shittest' week ever. First thing that happend when i woke up this morning. Well, after my alarm.. I got a headache. I was pretty sure I wouldn't of gone to school. But i did. I hate sitting at home during a school day. Gets so boring. So yeah , i went. I didn't really want to be there. I wasn't actually in the mood for anyone. I almost spat the dummy completely when the 300th person asked me if i was ok.. Its great that i have awesome friends who worry about me and care. But there is a line that shouldn't be crossed with the asking and shiz.
*venting is over*

^^^ Its Kind of me :) ^^^

Ummm. School was shit all day. After school i took the city bu up the street with the Posse. It was pretty good. Pretty average. Pretty normal. We went to Judds to get snow gear for tomorrow * EXCITED*, so i got Pants and Gloves. Then we went in search for Sunnies and Trackies. Good old K-Fart *thumbs up* Now im at home :) Chilling. Blogging. Limewireing it up fo sho.

xoxo d:).. Ill deffinatly be back tomorrow night to tell you about my awesome day :D

7. One is the loneliest number...

Hey hey its Wednesday :)
Well, currently, I'm sitting my couch with my podi. Blogging. And watching jackass LOL Its great. School was shit. Shocker. We had netball this morning, as our inter-homeroom shiz. Pretty sure we won. I sat in our homeroom, out of the cold with Jorja, Georgia, Erica, Chelsea, Lozz, Anna and cheese. Omg. Where the crap is my mum? She is ment to be home by now!! Her work would of finished like two hours ago. WTF?
Gah. I love jackass. So entertaining and funny. I kind of with someone would put me out of my misery, boredness and aloneness and call me. Gosh. I'm wayyyy tired as well. I have been all day. I'm sick of my 6:50am mornings. Friday is going to be shiter times about eleventy. 5:00am wake up. GOOD FREAKING LUCK PAIGE!!!
Anywho... back to school. We had Maths and Religion first two. Maths was... Hard. And shit. I hate our teacher. Especially her voice. She kind of sounds like a walrus dying. Religion was shit. I was googleing pick-up lines.

'Are those space pants? Becuase your ass is out of this world..'

Then recess rocked up. Same old 15 minutes of freedom. Then we had science. Got out test results back.. Nuff said. GAH! Then health Ed. Nothing to serious. We watched the Olympics, becuase that stupid chick couldn't find the DVD we are watching. Although it worked out pretty well on our side. We played 'Bullshit'. By far the funnest. Lunch arrived. Nothing happend. I love caramello Koala *licks lips* Then Double P.E. we played freaking Indoor soccer at the Bar. Twas shit. But we watched abit of the BMXing at the Olympics. Made my day. Radical.

That's pretty much been my day.
Untill next time on the great outdoors...
xoxo d:)

P.S lol as. I just remembered. Mum is working later tonight. ITS OK!! Call off the search party.

6. Mr. Ellis

Fer Sure.
I'm chilling by our 9.5 homeroom window, blogging in Humanities. I love Humanities. Mr. Ellis is over ther *points*. He's talking to some random dude. It's good because he actually does nothing all period. So do we :) Hence me Blogging. Im listening to Fall out Boy *thumbs up*. Their great.

(8) Which came first? Music or the misery. (8)

Anna came over to chill with me. I don't really like sitting ast the tables to laptop it. Its shit. It's far better to have bad posture and ruin my eyes, and ears with blearing music. We're both blogging it. Podi-ing it. And not working it. Did i mention i loved humanities?

I've actually had a really shit morning :( Now it's kinda of all good. Well, partly. Someone still isnt talking to me. Upsetting.

IM BORED

I might go. Possibly will be back tonight.

xoxo d:)

5. Schizophrenia Dawg.

Sup Dudes?
It's Monday. I actually hate Mondays. Their so unwanted. I slept in for about 10 more minutes this morning. So i could get some more shut eye, but still catch the bus. So Proud.

School is school. We had two guys from Trinity house come talk to us about their mental illness'. They both had Schizophrenia. It was really intertesting, learning about how they discovered that they had it and what went on inside their heads. It's kinda of scary knowing it could happen to anyone. At anytime.
Hmmm. I guess I'm lucky. Well for now anyways. But i do have diabetes, which will be with me for the rest of my life. Thats right, feel bad. Kidding :D
That went for two peroids. Then English was shit. So was Ceramics. Humanities turned into religion(because we have Mr. Ellis for both subjects), Although i played Spider solitaire. Then our science test. Now, i don't know about you, but i hate science. Although I'm going to become a scientist... Wish me luck :D LOL You wish i was...


I didn't feel like myself today. I don't know why. Not sure if it was my weekend hitting me in the face. Not that much happend but everything is so overwhelming right now. So confusing. So.. there. I can't run from it. Nor can i sit there watching it happen. Whatever it is. Confusing, i know, but i needed to vent to someone. THANKS BLOGGER :)


I might go, talk to myself *thumbs up* LOL


xoxo d:)

4. Sunday Bloody Sunday (8)

Yerrrrrrp.

I'm guessing you already knew i forgot to blog yesterday :S My bad.

You didn't miss much though.

Friday I got Transformers On DS. Its actually pretty sick :)

Yesterday, I went to Benalla (hole) to shop and chill out.I bought a DC Shoes shirt. Its kinda of really awesome *thumbs up*

Erica stayed over last night too. It was pretty good actually. Its annualy done so nothing too special. We went to two parks. Played on both swings. Rocked on both rocking things. Twas fun as. Then we got fat and ate Maccas. DUDE!! Get a happy meal. Best toy EVER in it currently. So ammusing.

Then We watched 'Win a date with Tad Hamilton'. LOL AS! Nuff said. Then 'You and your stupid mate'. Even better. THEN Starwars (L) *lightsaber noise*

So annoyed 'Wolf Creek' wasn't on. I was so looking forward to scaring the shit out of Erica. Probably myself too *Evil eyes*
Anywho... Yeah. She's gone :( Now im Blogging. Dah.

Im syncing my podi aswell. It's great. I might actually blog about my podi one time. For your reading pleasure. Lol

Hmmmm. I might go. Ill be back either tonight or Tomorrow... :D Yeah.

xoxo d:)

3. Architecture

Yo...

Im currently in architecture. Ment to be researching Michael Leunig, some cartoonist. Pretty sure he is going to be at that screaming talent night thing. Art show. Modelling. Music. Should be cool. I think I'm going to go, not only because it's art. And arts kinda cool. But also because apparently my Lino print. It's of Hayley Williams from Paramore. She is some seriously awesome chick :)

Shit music is on the radio. Its actually shit.
Im pretty bored aswell.

As much as i love architecture, this isnt it. WHY AREN'T WE DRAWING HOUSE'S?? Thats why I signed up for this Subject. I Actually love house's. It's my Forte Lol as.

Gah We're in sixth period now :) Yay. Almost home time.

I think i better go before i get screamed at :D

xoxo d:)

2. Chapstick

Im back. From outta space (8)

Yeah.. I'm probably in the worst mood imaginable right now. Don't ask.

Today wasn't too Bad. School is school. My bus trip home was same old. We watched a bit of American pie: Band camp. Carly, Isobel and I are almost finished it. I've watched it like 24263498 times but it still cracks me up.


I got chapstick :)



K-mart baby. OH YEAH!! It's a pack of three. Their so good *licks lips*

Im rather bored. I kinda wish i had a starwars belt. Like Erica's. Only better. Because Darth could kick Optimus prime's butt any day. OMG i love Starwars. Can't wait to go see that cartoon version at the movies with Cheese. Should be radically gnarly :)


Heck yes i have a way with words.


I think i should go shower. And Sleep. Someone better text me.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE


xoxo d:)

1. Eyyyy

Eyyyy
This is My frist blog. Obviously :)
Erica kinda got me onto it. Thought it was a shit idea, so I'm not judging a book by its cover. Well, trying not to.
I guess you don't need to know anything about me just yet. hehe

I'll be back some time soon to update my shiz :D

xoxo d:)