16. Diabetes.

This is Australian idol.. Kidding. Its actually Paige Harrington :)
But I am watching it. Gah. Pretty sure I lovvvve Tom Williams. Great voice. Great hair. So hot.

Mmmm. I kinda hate being a diabetic. I mean yeah it has it's advantages, but I'm over acting like I'm dealing with it well and it isn't affecting me. Because it is. After ten years you'd think I'd be use to it. Use to the needles. Use to the questions. Use to the fact I'll have it for the rest of my life. Well, yeah I am. Apart from the last one. I hear all of the wonderful things in life that I just can't wait to do, then the next thing i hear is I can't do it. Either I'll die, get sick or really injure my health, because of Diabetes. Some days I don't notice it being there. Other days it's like a crush i have. It's on my mind all day long, for all the wrong reasons. I'm use to the questions, because they make me feel different and unique, for some weirdly good reason. After ten years, I'm use to people wanting to watch me inject myself. Wanting to know if it hurts. Questioning wtf it actually is. Which is fine. Because as I said, I'm use to it all.
Thanks for listening.. Blogger is kinda the only thing I'm comfortable with telling :) Lol

xoxo d:)